We have arrived

upon our last moments here
green-clad
proud parents

I hope I didn't fuck up.

We begin

with a soft smile
a glance
flushed cheeks
a giggle
and your best dress.

line up your trophies
ribbons and bank notes

maybe he'll think you're best-in-show.

did you win?

It's getting dangerous

these feelings for you
that I have
welling up inside me
make me a madwoman.

my writing
is affected
my dreaming
is affected

because you are so wonderful.

I'm so happy it's disgusting.