I think that

I only love you because I have to.
Nature depicts my feelings.. I came from you, so I will always care
But given the chance,
If I could,
I would run away from you and your problems.
I can't fix you.
I won't fix you.
And I'm sorry you hurt, but you're hurting us, too.
Nature Forces me to love you,
But I don't have you like you, Mom.  I've never liked you, Mom.

I want you better.
Someday..
Someday you'll find someone who will save you but right this very moment
I can't do it
I can't deal with it
None of us can...

Fix yourself
run away and fix yourself
before you hurt the rest of us
to the point where we cannot
fix ourselves any longer.